List Less

As someone who, on occasion, will post the five guys she's allow to cheat on her husband with, I like to make lists. I realize that one is a fun 'To Do" list. It does come with the difficult job of filling five slots. (Okay, I'm done with the horrible innuendo. Okay, now I'm done.)

During my attempt to declutter (unclutter?), I found two lists plaguing me. The first is my top five favorite movies. Of course this list is ever changing. But I came to a very comfortable conclusion of four. The fifth one alludes me. I don't want it to just be filled with some movie I enjoyed recently. Then again, I don't watch these movies every other day and I wonder if the found memories of only a few times is clouding my judgement. This is, after all, my top five favorite movies of all time.

The hardest thing is that I put it on a Post-It and I feel as though I can't throw it out until I can complete the list. That said, I need to stop the crazy when I can. Here are my top four favorite movies. Number one is my claimed favorite and the rest are in release date order.

1) Hot Fuzz
2) Tropic Thunder
3) The Cabin in the Woods
4) The Lego Movie

Interestingly, I thought of two movies I might want to add as I typed this. The recent "cloud my judgement" movie Popstar: Never Stop Never Stopping and Much Ado About Nothing (2012). For the latter, I skip so much of it and get to the parts I love. That can't be criteria for favorite. I do that with shitty romantic movies, so why does this one stand out? The stellar cast? The amazing use of Shakespearean language in modern times? My evolving crush on Fran Kranz? The concern that the first time I saw it, I feared Joss Whedon would change the story and kill some people? (Definitely not that one.)

For now I leave number five blank and see what my memory bring back to me, or what Hollywood brings to me.

Now as for my to do list, many, many years ago (2011ish?), I starting making a list of movies I had to see.

1) Hannah
2) Sunshine
3) Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
4) The Cabin in the Woods
5) The Raid: Redemption
6) Tucker & Dale vs. Evil
7) Friends With Kids
8) 21 Jump Street
9) Moneyball
10) Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol
11) Captain America: The First Avenger
12) There Will Be Blood
13) No Country For Old Men

I have seen all but one. After finally forcing myself to see No Country For Old Men, I now have the dread of homework with There Will Be Blood. It was on Nextflix for a while and I still couldn't pull the trigger. I've had bad luck with Oscar movies. I will see it though, damn it.

And then there will be a new list that develops. But it will be in head. Because as I stare at this Post-It and scrap paper with letterhead of a job I left two years ago with an address that is no longer correct, I know not to bind myself anymore. I have not crossed off one list nor finished writing the other. They will go into the paper recycling (hippie, I know) as I move on. And then I will watch Two Weeks Notice for the first time (please don't ask).